Emotionally Immature Parenting & Compromised Differentiation (Part 1)

This post kicks off a three-part series exploring how the differentiation process for children clashes with the parenting style of emotionally immature parents.

We’ll see three key categories emerge from combining Lindsay C. Gibson’s book Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents: How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents and Burt and McGinnis’s The Myth of Good Christian Parenting: How False Promises Betrayed a Generation of Evangelical Families.

My hope is to shed light on how well-intending parents become immersed in oppressive parenting philosophies when they are immaturely immovable, competitive and gravitationally dominant.

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Save the date! Live substack hour with Kelsey Kramer McGinnis on Friday June 26th @ 11am MST!

Sexual Harm & Healing Film Group

I’m so excited to share that a dear colleague, Coburn Childs, and I are offering this unique group experience beginning September 2nd. Click on the link below to learn more details about how we’ll interact and the films we’ll discuss. Space is limited to 8-10 participants and is open to a wide range of people—those who are survivors wanting to take their next step in healing, souls who are unsure if they have experienced sexual harm, those supporting survivors and clinicians who want to expand their understanding of the complexity of this unique landscape of harm. Please reach out if you have specific questions and want to chat about whether this could be a great next step in your process!

Why Parents Struggle to Teach (rather than train) Their Kids (Part 4)

I’m thrilled to announce that this week, as I wrap up this four part series on why parents can struggle to teach their kids to exercise personal power rather than train their children’s behavior, authors Marissa Burt and Kelsey McGinnis will join me live this Friday for a conversation on their important book The Myth of Good Christian Parenting: How False Promises Betrayed a Generation of Evangelical Families.

Join our live stream here: Friday May 29th @ 11am MST!

Their work is a crucial because a focus on training “godly” behavior results in children who lack a sense of their own identity and gifts, wrestle with a warped relationship to power, are vulnerable to indoctrination and often focus on performance over connection. In order for healthy parenting frameworks to flourish in faith communities, much needs to be named and understood—for the children AND those who raised them. Over this past month I have looked at four key reasons parents find themselves parenting in ways incongruent with their intentions:

1. They lack their own sense of power

2. Their child’s dependency needs feeling overwhelming for them

3. They focus on image to manage their chronic shame

4. They themselves were unparented as a child

Children Parenting Parents

One of the most common sources of emotional unwellness in adults is a dynamic from their family of origin that is being recreated in their lives even decades later. Many adult childhood trauma survivors struggle with depression and anxiety due to over function in their relationships and roles. For most the root causes was being a parentified child in their home growing up.

Psychology Today explains parentification this way:

Parentification is a role reversal in families in which the child acts as the parent in the family system. For instance, emotional parentification can take the form of a child mediating between family members, acting as a parent’s therapist, or being privy to their parents’ adult problems, such as a single parent’s dating struggles or financial woes. Emotional parentification does not refer to moments when a child sees their parent upset and gives them a loving hug. Emotional parentification is a chronic role reversal based on the parent’s inability to manage their own emotions and sufficiently care for their child.

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Why Parents Struggle to Teach (rather than train) Their Kids (Part 3)

I grew up the eldest daughter of a mother who suffered from Borderline Personality Disorder, so I have an intimate knowledge of the way shame and image are perched on opposing sides of a seesaw, always trying to counterbalance one another. My whole life my mother had a push pull with the ways I would shine—sometimes as a uniquely insightful child and often because, like all children, I was beautifully inquisitive, spiritually attuned, playfully creative, and generous with my affection. One minute she was proud of me, admiring the strong person I was, and the next she was disdainfully ridiculing my faults out of jealousy.

One of the hardest parts of having a parent with a personality disorder is learning to stay within what I call “the narrow bandwidth of existing.” You need to perform at a level high enough that it reflects well on them as a parent, but low enough that you don’t outshine them. They must stay the focus which means maintaining the gaze of others through their status, reputation and accomplishments. Like everything in their life, their child must contribute to the glow, but not to the degree that they distract others from their place on center stage. A borderline mother wants to feel like a good parent because she doesn’t feel good inside as a person. She wants to appear like a good mother, without actually having to mother.

When I became a mom at age 30, I felt this same pull from the residue of attachment to my mom’s unwellness. My whole life I have battled chronic shame.

For me chronic shame means that I measure my own value according to how others respond to me. That other may be a teacher, spouse, supervisor, client, friend at my gym or my kid’s coaches. I am unsure if I am good but I think others are, so I work hard to elicit a positive emotional response from them (admiration, respect, acceptance, desire, connection) so I can feel good about myself.

My heart, mind and body center other people as the foundation for my own existence.

Continued….

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